I don't know if it is the time of year, or maybe it is just a coincidence, but there have been a lot of changes going on in my life lately, most of them, have been in my head and are not really viewable to the outside world, but they are pretty big, and I have been kind of wrapped up in my head lately, and not getting very much sleep (hence the sleep survey I had on here)...One of the big things is work, The stupid "big boss" fired Daniel...I know crazy right, I knew I would miss him, but I had no idea how much I would miss him (and its not just that we have no one who knows how to fix all the computery type stuff...I miss sharing an office and all the little day to day type stuff) and Dumb and Dumber get away with murder, I have no idea what they say or do to the boss, but they get away with anything and everything, but I have gotten to the point where the stress is going to eat me alive if I don't just let it go, so that is exactly what I am trying to do, I try not to think or talk about work at all once I have walked out of the office door...When I am at work I try to avoid all the drama, and stay out of every ones way, now this doesn't mean that I condone what dumb and dumber have done and it doesn't mean that I am not going to do everything I can possibly think of to make sure they are not gone as soon as possible, They have hurt some of the coolest people I know and have come to love, they have caused me to be grumpy with my family and take work stuff out on my kids and that is not acceptable as well as she has to be the most stupid person I have ever met, she has worked there for almost 6 months and still hangs on on people when she is trying to put them on hold...not to mention all the other numerous things going on...so I have decided to do as Daddy would say "let go and let god." or as Jenn would say "karma is a bigger bitch than I could ever be"... We had our work "Christmas party" yesterday and it was horrible...no body spoke unless the "big boss" asked them a question and then it was as short of an answer as possible...so that's it I am done putting effort into it...this will be my last blog about work, unless someone gets fired...
Now maybe I can put my mind on other things and get done more of the stuff I want to do, and I am going to be able to be nicer to my Family and Friends....
I am so sorry to those of you who have had to listen to me bitch and moan... this was the last time...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Changes....
Posted by mom of 2 wonderful brats at 9:11 AM
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Darlin'- that is what you have friends for... To bitch and moan at, and to try to relieve some of your stress and make sure you are not completely looney in your way of thinking...
While I agree that you shouldn't be letting it eat you alive- it isn't possible to simply ignore it. You are a good person- who feels responsible for your job, how your "company" is seen from the outside world, and you care how even your business relationships interact with yourself and people in general- in short you give a damn... There is nothing wrong with that.
The problem is you are not dealing with people of similar minds... And those people are not abundant in life- sometimes you get lucky and get to work with people who have similar characteristics, and sometimes- you end up working with the lowest of the low... I am sorry you have been unfortunate enough to have the latter rather than the former- because working with people who are like minded and good people is an awesome thing- it makes everything so much easier and better.
~And as a side note, I am sorry if any of those thoughts swarming your head and endlessly harassing you involve me~ I try not to bombard you with my worries~ although it sometimes slip out...
Know you are loved and supported no matter what...
I'm speaking from experience here, and if it's bothering you that much, just leave. You will feel worlds better, I wish I had skipped out months ago.
Don't wait until you're having panic attacks, or mood swings, or a multitude of other problems.
Just leave.
I know you're not making enough there to make the money worth it. So, if you're worried about Kathy don't, she's a big girl and can take care of herself.
You need to take care of yourself.
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